February 2012
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This weekend was so fun and so insane. I am totally exhausted from dancing all Friday night, Saturday, and Sunday. I am such a fatass — that needs to change — ugh.
Operating on 4 hours of sleep because the earliest ride I could get home still landed me in bed at 1 a.m. last night.
Had one of those light-flashy eye blindness foggy head spaced out migraine things at work again. Except...
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It doesn’t matter if he is a good person, or of he meant well, or if I merely misunderstood. I am not a paranoid or judgmental person. I am by nature AND nurture forgiving and understanding. The fact that I found reason to doubt him — from the BEGINNING —- should have been enough for me to say goodbye.
I can’t see into people’s hearts, and I’ll never know...
“Things change and friends leave and life doesn’t stop for anybody.”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via fightoffyourdemons-)
5 Stages of Grief
fightoffyourdemons-:
Denial & Isolation.
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance
This model was popularized by a book written in the 70s and is not conclusively supported by scientific study… A grieving person may experience any or all of these emotions in cycles, or in no particular order, for an undefined length of time. The key to this list is that it lets people believe that...
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Buh today was insane.
I was at work till 9:00 last night, and then i overslept this morning even though I had super important things to do first thing, and then I was late to our meeting, and then I had to do a whole bunch of plotting to help my boss save face for HIS meeting. The drawings looked kindof terrible but I guess he got what he needed out of it, and it wasn’t my fault, so I...
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dearoldlove:
The brilliance I thought I saw in you was really my own.
“Each relationship nurtures a strength or weakness within you.”
– Mike Murdock (via julie911)
The five stages of running
An hour before running: I don't wanna run today.
5 minutes before running: I'm pumped! Let's do this!
While running: Can't breathe... Must keep going... Run to the rhythm of my music... Don't die...
5 minutes after running: Everything's awesome! I love running! I could run for the rest of my life!
An hour after running: I. Am going. To die.
“You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and...”
– Lewis B. Smedes (via kari-shma)
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Had a tough conversation with ye boye I’ve been talking to. I think he understands, but it just sucks for everyone right now.
Needed to happen. Yay for making good decisions. Boo for everything else.
Except improv, which has started back and is awesome.
And dancing, which is difficult but awesome.
So impatient to get better at everything arrrrrgh!!!
Hope something develops at work...
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one step forward,
a hundred steps back.
“To move the world we must first move ourselves.”
– Socrates (via kari-shma)
“I want to feel my life. I want to stop agreeing to things I don’t really want.”
– Living Out Loud, 1998 (via julie911)
“The question of love is one that cannot be evaded. Whether or not you claim to...”
– Thomas Merton (via fuckyeahexistentialism)
“Go for it now. The future is promised to no one.”
– Wayne Dyer (via kari-shma)
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Having a hard time with my resolution to get over it. I have some bad thought-habits which I am trying to break… But the anger, and sadness, and guilt break over me suddenly an powerfully and I have too many feelings, not enough answers.
Conventional wisdom would be to forget about it. That seems so disloyal… And some things i want to remember… besides, we shared so much over...
“We define only out of despair, we must have a formula… to give a facade to the...”
– Emil Cioran, A Short History of Decay. (via nekroterrorist)
“Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very...”
– Meredith (Grey’s Anatomy)
“It seems to me that being authentic is being brave enough or just candid enough...”
– Joanna Goddard’s (very wise) mom (via latenightdramaqueen)